PAIN!

I feel so empty,
I feel you no longer care,
I can sense your will to leave,
It torments me, brings me fear,
Because it seems you see more in him,
Although you say he's just a friend,
He gives more than I could ever give,
And it rips me to shreds.
And I cry with the pain!

I still try to contact you,
But you refuse all my calls,
You ignore me like the weather,
It seems your always awol,
I can't entertain you anymore,
I suppose I should call it quits,
But it's so hard to leave you,
When I'm left with all your shit.
And I cry with the pain!

What has he got that I haven't,
What makes him such a lure?
Ha! I bet he uses Viagra,
Or are you just a whore?
Sorry. I didn't mean that,
But my head is all shook up,
You can't explain where I went wrong,
And that's what really hurts.
And I cry with the pain!

If I knew where I went wrong,
Then maybe I could put things right,
But you won't give me that chance,
And it cuts me like a knife,
You ignore all my communications,
And leave me in the dark,
Although I still see you sometimes,
It never mends my broken heart.
And I cry with the pain!

Release me from your spell, you witch,
And give my heart redemption,
I mortgaged my soul to you,
Now it's time to pay back the interest,
You owe me for all the wasted years,
When I gave everything I had,
And although I may cry through my tears,
I'm here to claim it back.
And I still cry with the pain!

Pay me for the memories,
That will forever haunt my mind,
Pay me for all our yesterdays,
When you swore your love to mine,
Release me from your incantation,
Release me from our lover's vow,
It's you who broke the promise,
It's you who stole my soul,
And I will always cry with the pain!