L I F E :)
Friday, January 28, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Reality
Wait? Bboy M.....? Omg you remind me all about my ex, hairi. Damn god, everyday I will meet u when class. May I cry? ;( you seriously remind me to him ;(
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Friday, November 19, 2010
My Words :)
I dont care what people said about me because i know they are just jealous of me, HAHA you suck me girl :)
Shooting So Syok Holiday Disney :)
Harith Daniel, Amy Azmi, Amy Musa, Danial, Alif Ismail And me Ina Wahid :)
1,2,3 FOCUS!!!
On Shoot!
Harith :)
Im really miss this moment :(
Even i just know them only for 3days, Its make me smile :)
Now i miss them so much :(
Why just 3days? Why its not until 3years? ;(
Ohhh goshhh, Its make me cry!
Guys, oneday we'll make it until 3years :D HAHA
Thursday, November 18, 2010
you broke into my heart
Do you remember what I was when we first met? I'd built walls around my heart, gated them, and thrown away the key. I had been hurt, I told you from the beginning. I'd been used, tricked, played with, but most of all, hurt. I thought it best to never fall in love again. So I locked my heart.
You figured it out quite soon. I said don't fall in love with me. I cannot fall in love with you. I won't. I'm too hurt, too damaged, too afraid to go through all of this once more. I'd decided love was just a scam. So we became friends, and that was okay with me, and with you. And it was all nice and comforting and I let myself trust you.
You would listen to me for hours, as we talked about everything and nothing. You learned why I wasn't willing to let anyone love me, and though you said you would never do that kind of a thing to me, I wasn't ready to trust you to test it out. I kept my walls intact even when I started remembering where I'd thrown the key. It was the only way to keep myself from falling in love.
But then something happened. I woke up three weeks ago and realised that I love you. And you said you love me, and you cannot promise we will be forever but you can promise not to hurt me. I believed you. I still didn't realize how I'd come to love you, how you came to find the key to my heart.
Now I know. You didn't find the key. You broke into my heart, and I let you. Just don't break my heart.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
PAIN!
I feel so empty,
I feel you no longer care,
I can sense your will to leave,
It torments me, brings me fear,
Because it seems you see more in him,
Although you say he's just a friend,
He gives more than I could ever give,
And it rips me to shreds.
And I cry with the pain!
I still try to contact you,
But you refuse all my calls,
You ignore me like the weather,
It seems your always awol,
I can't entertain you anymore,
I suppose I should call it quits,
But it's so hard to leave you,
When I'm left with all your shit.
And I cry with the pain!
What has he got that I haven't,
What makes him such a lure?
Ha! I bet he uses Viagra,
Or are you just a whore?
Sorry. I didn't mean that,
But my head is all shook up,
You can't explain where I went wrong,
And that's what really hurts.
And I cry with the pain!
If I knew where I went wrong,
Then maybe I could put things right,
But you won't give me that chance,
And it cuts me like a knife,
You ignore all my communications,
And leave me in the dark,
Although I still see you sometimes,
It never mends my broken heart.
And I cry with the pain!
Release me from your spell, you witch,
And give my heart redemption,
I mortgaged my soul to you,
Now it's time to pay back the interest,
You owe me for all the wasted years,
When I gave everything I had,
And although I may cry through my tears,
I'm here to claim it back.
And I still cry with the pain!
Pay me for the memories,
That will forever haunt my mind,
Pay me for all our yesterdays,
When you swore your love to mine,
Release me from your incantation,
Release me from our lover's vow,
It's you who broke the promise,
It's you who stole my soul,
And I will always cry with the pain!
I feel you no longer care,
I can sense your will to leave,
It torments me, brings me fear,
Because it seems you see more in him,
Although you say he's just a friend,
He gives more than I could ever give,
And it rips me to shreds.
And I cry with the pain!
I still try to contact you,
But you refuse all my calls,
You ignore me like the weather,
It seems your always awol,
I can't entertain you anymore,
I suppose I should call it quits,
But it's so hard to leave you,
When I'm left with all your shit.
And I cry with the pain!
What has he got that I haven't,
What makes him such a lure?
Ha! I bet he uses Viagra,
Or are you just a whore?
Sorry. I didn't mean that,
But my head is all shook up,
You can't explain where I went wrong,
And that's what really hurts.
And I cry with the pain!
If I knew where I went wrong,
Then maybe I could put things right,
But you won't give me that chance,
And it cuts me like a knife,
You ignore all my communications,
And leave me in the dark,
Although I still see you sometimes,
It never mends my broken heart.
And I cry with the pain!
Release me from your spell, you witch,
And give my heart redemption,
I mortgaged my soul to you,
Now it's time to pay back the interest,
You owe me for all the wasted years,
When I gave everything I had,
And although I may cry through my tears,
I'm here to claim it back.
And I still cry with the pain!
Pay me for the memories,
That will forever haunt my mind,
Pay me for all our yesterdays,
When you swore your love to mine,
Release me from your incantation,
Release me from our lover's vow,
It's you who broke the promise,
It's you who stole my soul,
And I will always cry with the pain!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
stupid
Huhhh? what? aku ada masalah dengan kau? ehhh minah rempit bertudung, siapa yang nak cari pasal dengan kau ni? pergi lah cermin diri tu? eishhh pantang larang nenek aku betul lah perempuan carik pasal ni. and pesan kat bf kau tu, jangan bajet famous sangat. sedar diri tu ok? this is for you , JANNAH And HARRY :) Berambosssss!!!!!! -.-
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
bulan puasa ;)
Rinduunya time ni ;( bulan yang mulia.hahahahha. bulan puasa, pergi show sama sama, berbuka sama sama, pergi mana mana semua sama, sampai tak puasa pun sama sama :D hahhahaha yeah core group, im always love you ya ;) shad takda dlm gmbr ni, sorry :P kau lagi aku sayang tau ;) sweet moment ;)
:)
Hmmmm :) rinduuuuuu! yess. i know im not their friend anymore, HAHA. Masing2 semuanya sombong macam apa kan. hahaha gurau je. yaaa you know right, korang memng baik, sayang korang sangat sangat. tapi ditakdirkan bergini. takpa :') korang dh ada kawan baru, campak jela aku ni -.- Heeeeee. take care of yourself, ill always love you my dear friend :)
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